+Kiss a Happy Fish+

I'm half way between hysterically happy and very very confused...SO I'M HONCAPPYED!!! I GOT A BASS GUITAR FOR MY BIRFADAY!!!! *does finally got bass guitar dance* I've already started making rythyms and all! I'm so happsy! But I'm still confused frome the whole big situation and going to Dad's house made it worse because I was torn away from the situation. so yah, I'm going to church now for christmas, gotta go!

Its so sad. I keep getting really happy, then out of nowhere I'll get really sad because I start thinking too much. Andromeda said she'd handle everything for me(there's a big amanda/cahill think going on right now) but I'm just getting really stressed out and so now I'm starting to think my mom was right about me seeing a shrink. But on the shaved side of the hand....

I saw a bass guitar at target....

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for 150 dollars....

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I have 280 dollars...

...do the math...

ITS MINE!!!!!! ALLL MINESES!!!!!! ANd the amp was only 65 dollars and shtuff! I could get it! I could be a rockstar! WOOT WOOT! I AM A REAL BOY!

so yah, my birfaday has come and gone, so sad...but I still get presents from me dad, his girlfriend, gene, and possibly amanda...*cough*if she doesn't secretly hate me*cough* so I don't know what any of them consist of YAY! now to fill the rest of this entry with the gentle humming of my brain...

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ITS MY BIRFADAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!! TOAST FOR ALL! Can't talk now though, so I shall keep you all occupied...

...Katelyn, couldn't you have found a better place to put the notes..? I'm not allowed to have anyone over to my house now, not even for my birfaday. Mom thinks I'll...do stuff. Can't say much cause Nancy's reading over my shoulder and still doesn't know. I'm not allowed to basically have any contact with any friends anymore. Its too dangerous apparently. You have no clue how good suicide sounds to me right now...

My eye is swelling again...how very...entertaining. IT HURTS LIKE A FUCK COW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Every time I blink, it buuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnnnnnsssssssssssssssss!!!!! Please makeses the pain stop!!!! I stayed home sick today, mainly doing nothing but going on the computer and being blind. guys, help. Somebody use their magical powers to make my eye explode and to make an essay of the 2nd ammendment appear in my hands. Thank you.

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well if no one's going to use their magical powers for good, I guess I'll just do it myself...

Me birfaday's only 3 days away!
Me n' Beethoven are going to celebrate our birfadays alone. Good day.

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Hey guess what?! Tis I! The great and splendiforus, wontastical, OPAL!!!!!! I know, I know, you all love me....NOW YOU MUST ALL BOW DOWN WOOT!!!! SHUTUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!